So there are many cases where I feel almost compelled to do something, having some strange kind of faith that following whatever chaotic plan that is inspired in me is for some good, but not wanting to do it and even feeling ruined or disrupted by it, do it anyway, regretting it even before doing […]
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Do you all feel that striving, that rage, that desire for something? What is it we want? What is it that we are looking for? What makes us happy and what do we expect will make us happy? I have this burning inside, and its made up of frantic dreams and hunger, a very deep […]
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What do these two terms mean to you? What is preferable and why? People often mix complexity with confusion and simplicity with ease. Sometimes complexity is taken as a reference to or indication of sophistication and advanced intelligence, in other cases with madness. As for simplicity, some conflate it with stupidity or naivety. I don’t […]
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Human history does not begin before a human being wakes up and sees and seems to remember what they see. Humans are not born into history, as far as one can tell, but rather seem to be born into the human condition, which is composed of haste and glued together by conjecture. The human condition […]
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I will edit this post later to include a number of links which elude to the themeatic influence or reference to Islam in regard to a number of influential figures. This thread was inspired somewhat by Kenneth Grant’s comment that Aleister Crowley seemed to be influenced by similar themes, but may have missed mentioning or […]
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Some quotes: ” The vast majority of the information we have about the worship of Morgoth comes from the Silmarillion. When Sauron convinces Ar-Pharazon and the Numenoreans to start worshipping Morgoth, this is what he said: ‘Darkness alone is worshipful, and the Lord thereof may yet make other worlds to be gifts to those that serve him, so […]
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There are various strategies to eliminate homosexuality or perceived abberations in human behavior which curiously exist even within the efforts of self-proclaimed homosexuals even as a majority with efforts such as “acceptance” being a similar elimination strategy to “changing”. I made this thread to discuss natural homophobic tendencies within all or most people including those […]
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Feel free to discuss any ideas connected to or appearing to you in or as: Animals, Numbers ,Symbols, Objects, Stars, Constellations, Elements, Gods, Peoples/Nations/Ethnic Groups, Characters, Fiction, Stones, Gems, Metals, Plants, Tools, Clothing, Names or whatever at all. For Example, the Elephant as a symbol sometimes seeming to imply certain themes of Divine Kingship or Kingship in […]
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Life can be viewed as one big joke made up of a series of jokes. The material of the Universe being Joke or Joca. Nothing or what is like Nothing is excluded from this. It is not made of Joca or anything, but makes Joca. Joca has many dimensions but it means both trick and […]
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The Spirit of a man need not have historicity in the sense of being said to belong to a real person who had some bodily existence. One sort of usage to the word is a reference to a character, a feature or combination of features or ideas which seem or Can be used to refer […]