So I was fiesty, I had shaved and taken a shower and was thinking about how I am anti-nature and full of hate and devoid of love as I formulated ideas for possible articles mentioning the Asura from Pathfinder or taking video games as spiritually insightful and religiously serious. Games like Final Fantasy, Shin Megami Tensei, Diablo or cartoons like Devilman.
I wore some clothes as I was wet and walked outside then and the flowers were blossoming, with little pinkish whiteleaves fallen on the green grass. I thought, heaven and hell must be like this, while this is purgatory, a heavenly state would just be a more refined pleasure close to this, a hell state being a terrible thing, and we get a taste of each in this particularly dreamy world which seems equally as made up. I walked a little and found a book without a cover. It was the Essential Ken Wilber. I opened it and it was talking all about magic, mysticism, consciousness and all these ideas. Later, when I laid down and read some of it, it was speaking of rapturous love in the way I had been opposed to in the shower earlier, while speakingvin a way similar to me at times.
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https://www.google.ca/search?q=The+Essential+Ken+Wilber+pdf&oq=The+Essential+Ken+Wilber+pdf&aqs=chrome..69i57.10631j0j4&client=ms-android-hms-tmobile-us&sourceid=chrome-mobile&ie=UTF-8
Lots of pdf files there to get snippets of Ken Wilber’s much praised work.
I doubt anyone would like what I have to say because it isn’t life affirming or lovey dovey or even useful its just dark, bitter, and full of the pus of truth.
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