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as i said elsewhere, i dont agree on your 666 so i expect answers when i post in reply to yours or in other threads. and yes im bossy 😉

i do get the sequence about 369 etc. but what about the old cultures with different length of weeks and how about our own 7 day calendar. its not around very long. yes its nice to see the 369 back in our clock, but there used to be other time measurements.

i myself am more clingy to 11235813etc, but i know others who revel in Pi.(which ive done myself as well for a while) so why should the 369 be so proud and ruling?and most of all why does it create that prison?

i wasnt allowed to circle the square anymore, i even was told im not welcome in saoudi anymore. must be my dancing on the cube…

there are 2 cubes in this vid a white and a black one. and theres of course the starship lore. makes me wonder about enuma elish and their ancient alien lore thats entwined in the abrahamic religions. if i recall well there is a sura in the quran that says something like we come from this or that constellation in the sky, if ye would only understand etc. etc. 

the 369 is very often connected with god and when i combine these things i wonder why these aliens want to put a limiter on us. so please do explain a bit further about your view on this.

[warda]

thanks 🙂 i will read and reread before i reply. this needs to be slowly taken in for me.

[warda]

sorry for asking but why should people listen to you? and have you ever tried to be ethical and just in this world? what is ethical and just btw? are they universal? and why do you find everyone scum? and what is your definition of scum?and what is criminal?

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we are our bodies:
i read somewhere in an islamic text that the soul gets formed at 40. its supposed to be the sum of your bodies experiences and your spiritual partake in life. the latter is very often subconscious and helps create your lifepath. your life experience creates the world and situations befitting your spiritual level and goal.

i worked with that for a while (couple of decades) and for me it quite works. in my experience your spiritual blockages have a lot to do with dna, heritage and walk of life. since i started working on them before 40 i can say its this way, but who knows it can be something totally different and just works because i wanted it this way.

Being:

in the quran there are rules about a marriage between a man and a woman. some of these rules concern the household. it is said that the man is totally responsible for the care of it and the womans job is to be.

i worked very and i mean very hard to get to that point and then some. Being isnt easy everyone wants something of you never giving you room to totally relax and be from deep in your core being. most people wouldnt even be able to handle seeing you while being.  the thing is with being that it doesnt need anything just you totally open, naked, accepting. i think that that is also the reason why in islam its promoted within a marriage. you really need protection in that state. the world isnt ready for it not in the spiritual not here. it creates envy, hate, jealousy, etc. 

now when your less weird then me you might be able to be when doing what you love. your deep inner being then can radiate tru your actions. like being in flow and losing time while having fun. being is like looking at a hummingbird feeding from a flower. totally free from connections hanging in the air. im not that far yet 😉
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I only know experience, so long as there is experience, that is all I know of me, no matter an associated visible body or lack of one or some other form, at the same time though I agree that most people believe we are a body rather than just an all inclusive screen of experience which only suggests the existence of certain systems or bodies.

then from what point of being do you experience? what are the glasses tru which you experience? and what is the purpose of the body if not for experience?

[warda]

thanks ontical. i go slowly, but ill get there 😉

[warda]

did you see the series lucifer? in  season 2 he returns to hell. there are many doors there and a labyrinth like hall. these doors are closed to me the hall however i could walk when i reached rockbottom. im glad i know that now. im such a perfectionist i was really scared to make mistakes.

concerning your texts: you write a lot of sincere stuff and lots of it holds truth for the ones who need to see that, for the others they prob see a wall and i think thats a good thing. walls are there for a reason and can be very protective for both sides involved.

its better to take a door or ask a gatekeeper then move tru the walls and go wondering off ones selves. not everyone can be helped and i got very lucky 😉

[warda]

hi there, you asked me to reply here and i want to, but for me theres to much text, my mind cant handle it so i see wordsalad and cant understand what you wrote.

i can take something from the title though:
for me i tried to bring vampirism into being and indeed it isnt possible to live with. it can be used as state of being for an action in a ‘realm’, but other then that i couldnt. i transformed into shaman and that made it possible for me to leave that realm, but it also creates very schizophrenic visions. like one is walking in a bubble and the view of the world is totally different then ‘normal’ people are used to. the beauty of it is though that that bubble is kinda like a car who brings you to an other realm. so i sat the crazyness out and now i feel better. not sure how i will feel tomorrow though 😉

[warda]

once someone said to me that ‘their’ interest lies in elitist ways. this made me think about what elitist is. for me when i think about that word i connect that with politics, with people who think high of themselves, people who are in ahh with etiquette.

for me all these things stand for complexity, but when i look at the people who live that way i see the simple….

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